it's too early in the morning to be depressed/angry/irritated/freaked.but maybe that's just an excuse to cover up how routine it's getting to take all this from you.i've grown numb to it,can't feel the pinch of hurt nor the stab of anger any longer.do what you like.just keep your nose out of my business and your physical body out of my room.i'm so numb to all this i just want to go to sleep for a long long time.